What was it about alcohol and cocaine that drew me to it? Almost two years into RECOVERY from alcoholism and cocaine addiction, I often ask myself this question.
Now I know part of it was my suffering from being bipolar and constantly fighting depression not necessarily associated with my being bipolar. I also know now that even though I put up an awesome front regarding my own self esteem – I truly had none.
But today after all of the soul searching, all the crying, all the prayers, and all the love and support of my awesome family and friends – SPECIFICALLY my husband of almost 15 years Cruzer – THE PROMISES CONTINUE TO COME TRUE FOR ME!!!!
So happy to be SOBER and CLEAN just for this ONE 24 HOUR PERIOD!!!
I WILL NEVER BE FULLY RECOVERED!!! BUT RECOVERY IS WINNING!!!